Well, it certainly has been a long time since I've posted anything here - about 3 years now.

Many things have changed. Is it better or worse? Doesn't matter, never did. That's just how life works.
I think I'll start posting here again for one reason mainly - I'm going to read this later and despair seeing how childish I am.
I'm 21 years old. Friend of mine just said I'm emotionally immature. That's so positive.

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I love neglecting LJ. SO much.

Anyway. I'm in a band. I'm a guitarist. Members of our band know many people. We have chance to play in ONE YEAR on stage if we think of some nice catchy songs. I'm so high.

I've been practicing guitar for 2 months, almost everyday (almost always playing the same Reila solo but nvm). Like, 60 days in a row. And now they're saying "well, you could perform if you want", so I feel like pro. Almost :D

lol i'm immortal : o
Well whatever. Yesterday I was bored. I've read all my LJ posts : o
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oh wow.
Oh thank you, Sankaku Complex. Thank you 2ch.
You killed me. Again.

LOL ! : D
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I. Just. Came.



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It's been so long since I was anime high.
And now I got my hands on Macross 7.
Pure awesome.

cute yui
I want It's all too much\Never say die. Badly.

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oh shi-
reita <3
Fuck, I think that today I did something truly inappropriate. And on the top of that I don't see why was that wrong.

Or maybe it wasn't...
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Yush, sometimes I am acting weird. But now I know that I f&$king need to decide how to behave.

And in the last few days I had really hard time.
Almost losing someone who, even if met only few times is important to me and my friends, is such a painful experience, especially when I'm getting news while sitting in train compartment. If I knew where I was at that time I swear I'd jump off that thain and ran back only so I could talk to him or even see him.

Thank God, one of friends called people who did the right thing and it's okay for now.

Well, there was tome when I had nerves to do anything even with smile on face. I wouldn't care back then, I think.
I'm really sensitive for about a year now. I don't know why, maybe I finally found out that I was losing something by not caring anymore.
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mumble mumble
cute yui
Long time since I posted last time. Lol :D 

Because ! 

Fuck, that's stupid. I got holiday job only because I wanted to buy electric guitar. Ayup. Waking up @4AM in July DOES suck. A lot.
So you know, I had my month of excitement, then school started :D Obviously now I have more time to spend, even if I have lessons :D Anyway, I caught a cold or something. About two weeks ago.

Fuck again, I forgot the most important ! :D 

Finally we had Japanese lesson ! Well, I guess I may call it a lesson but hey, it was awesome and that's what counts ! Moe-san is just so friendly~ And her daughter Naomi-chan is the cutest child I've EVER seen. I believe she's the reason a word "kawaii" exists. That's so true. I need to tell her that ! :  D

So, back to my cold. I got it with perfect timing. We had a class trip and I thought that well, I don't really like this class, so I'll save PLN300 for later. Convention etc. Then BOOM and I'm down, sick right 2 days before the trip was supposed to start. And well, they came back after 3 days. On Friday I thought that MAYBE I'd go to school if.. .well, I couldn't find any "if"s so I stayed at home. Then I got such a toothache I really wanted to get my face paralyzed or something, just not to feel the freakin pain. Imagine trying to get asleep for about 8 hours, which was impossible - the pain was overwhelming.
I visited dentist and she said that if I've waited longer I'd lose some healthy teeth :<

Now I'm wondering. I've been practicing playing on guitar for 3 or 4 months. I know many chords. I know how to play some easy songs. And that's where I begin to wonder, when will I be able to say that I actually can play guitar ? 
Electric one is the easiest to play btw. Classical is second. Acoustic is so much harder for me, strings are hard and they tear skin on my fingers. But well, someday I'll learn how to play :D

I .Should. Draw. More.
Because I feel like some lazy fatass who does nothing. Srsly.

PS: I want to get married. Now ? ;_;


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